still wondering what was the commotion all about???
here's another hint...
when do you see both of us together in BLACK?
still can't get it???
SORT OF GUESSED IT???
OKAY... THIS SHOULD BE OBVIOUS ENOUGH!!!
it's non other than the THREE lovely gals -S.H.E!~ =)
AWW... aren't they pretty? ;)
no doubt HEBE's my favourite of the trio but i just got something against that new hairstyle of hers!
SHE LOOKS BETTER WITH LONG HAIR!!! =/
i seriously had no idea what ELLA was trying to do...
you have totally no idea what fans can do for their idols... ON STAGE!!! *shakes head*
and I, being a good S.H.E Ambience member, contributing my coupons, had a chance to go on stage to celebrate one of the gals' birthday! =D Selina's really pretty =)
i couldn't resist myself la. HEBE, i'm really sorry, but your hair really CMI =( and i tell you, this gal is one of a kind. DAMN DAO la! but i still like her, i think... =/
and then it was time to bid farewell...
SAY BYE TO THE ANNOYING SECURITY GUARDS TOO ;)
VIDEOS WILL SOON BE UP ON YOUTUBE AND MYSPACE. Youtube's sync really CMI while Myspace's uploading is worse than CMI... Free services nowawdays... *SHAKES HEAD*
(edited from the SUPERSTAR collection- December 2005)
Don't hold my hand, and say I'll know it.
We became friends.
Don't take me by my hand, And think of someone else.
My heart ached slowly. Nobody realised that I was different from the past. You treated me better than before but I don't want your sympathy.
The sky that should be clear is still raining.
I'm sad but I just can't say it out.
I kept avoiding. I thought I can forget everything when I close my eyes. Slowly reaching The crossroads we reached toge ther. No matter how much I walk I just can't reach the end.
just kidding. i heard that this was for the teachers. so unfair. they get to enjoy buffet while we get nothing *pouts*
and i can't believe they actually gave her this noisy thing as a belated birthday gift! now this bimbo is even noisier than usual! *sigh + more headache* ;P
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL STILL SLEEPING!!! *shakes head*
well, this time Esther was fast enough though =/
oh well, HA! GOTCHA! ;P (min: RED-HANDED this time k ;P)
and a last shot with my darlings before ending the official school year =) I LOVE YA ALL! =)
and he gave Bang his FIRST TIME... at the YUMMY PANCAKE STALL la! ;)
and look who i caught sleeping again! THE THREE OF THEM AGAIN! but this time round, Min tried to dodge the cam =/ oh well, still caught all THREE RED-HANDED ;)
***
it's time to take flight.
again.
it's my life not yours. whatever i wanna release to everyone will be here. so will all of you stop probing into my privacy?
somethings are better off untouched unsaid unexplained.
ha, who says older people don't cam whore. ACT CUTE SOME MORE LEH ;)
AND WHERE'S ASTRO NUMBER ONE?...
WORKING LA =)
ASTRO NUMBER ONE'S SHY =)
ASTRO MAKES LOVE PEACE ;)
***
anyway,
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, DA ZHU! =)
***
when things are obvious everything need not be spelt out.
don't ask me anything. i just don't wanna talk about anything anymore. and i don't see any need to clarify things or to expain. i hope you can give me that privacy that i need.
i believe that you're afraid to hurt me. not that you wanted to deceive me. you woke me up from my dreams. announcing that happiness will not be arriving. realise. staying happy is a choice.
i'm not upset. this isn't something significant. this is why tears drop. but i don't know why. don't say anything anymore. maybe this is the best ending. loosening your hand, leaving everything behind, looking forward. this may be the best release for me.
i will smile. tears are not allowed here. i'm fine. are you? i will know i didn't walk away. memories flew away like the kite.
you can understand my rainy day. occasional fright, you'll understand. the past moments, when the rain dropped. i suddenly realised. who can understand my rainy day? you drifted further and further away.
i miss her too. all of us felt the same way. i found my wings in her. but it's b'coz of you she took flight then. i miss her too. somehwere. lesser awkwardness. you lost a shoulder to lean on.
i'm not sure of the pace. live life waiting. the happiness i desire will soon appear.
mature i am. i'll stay calm seeing you leave my world.
we were hurt before. i saw the road. and dreamt of its narrowness. someday we'll meet again. someday.
at least i need not worry if you are taking regular meals or sleeping well or doing your work or thinking too much or worrying too much or crying.
it's no longer my responsibility anymore. and i guess it's time you start taking care of yourself.
i woke up with a broken heart today.
i feel so innocent in everything. why must it be me? i really put my heart and soul into everything. and this is the result.
you think it's fair. but fact is have you ever spare thought for me?
you take things into your hands. you pick me up and throw me as and when you feel it's appropriate.
it just suck. i feel like a toy.
nevertheless, i'm not blaming you. really. i'm just blaming myself. blaming myself for getting entangled in something i shouldn't even be involved with.
i'm just glad that i'm released from all these at this point rather than at a later stage.
time will heal. this is just temporary. i will soar high up with my wings.
it's LAOMA's 17th birthday!~ and look @ the mini celebration we HUA PINGS had for her last nite...
dinner at BREEKS @ Marina Sq!~ the quality of the taste of the chicken wasn't up to standard though... =/
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIU YEE!~ =)
well, hope you've had an enjoyable pre-birthday nite with us!~ ;) LAST NITE *winks to Fish* must have been an exciting nite for her. can't wait to bitch with her *hint to laoma* ;)
HUA PINGS @ PLAY!~
well, all 3 of us are finally, finally, FINALLY off the shelves!~
our last day with Mdm Ang started out like that today...
the class was trying to distract her and prevent her from going thru Math. they even tried to delete all from the visualiser but all was still in vain...
when all was in vain, everyone pretended to sleep when she turned back after writing some stuff on the board... *LOL* she almost fell laughing!!! ;)
then Yi Mei and gang couldn't wait any longer and so the surprise just sprang on her!~ =)
awww... look at how delighted our motherly figure was =)
and that's me happily trying so hard to cut the cake =)
and that's Madam enjoying the largest proportion of the cake. she's so happy to have us as one of her first classes. awww... that's so sweet =)
all three of them looked kinda funny here! ;P Mingde looks bald! HAHAHA!!!=P
and whenever a party's over, we need the rubbish collector ;)
anyway, THANKS MANY MANY TO OUR MATH REP, MY DARLING MEI FOR MAKING THIS SURPRISE POSSIBLE! =)
i made the ribbon k. it's nice =P
it was one of the most tiring cam-whore experience i ever had ;) trust me. it was REALLY TIRING! ;)
MADAM ANG, WE LOVE YOU! =)
PS: SOMEONE HELP! I DON'T WANT VERSION 2 TO TEACH US NEXT YEAR =/
well, the day started off with breakfast @ Macs with baby...
seriously, i take my hat off how my princess has her BIG breakfast. PS: if you're rushing for time, think twice before having BIG breakfast with her ;)
and that's the dance's booth situated outside the dance studio, of coz ;)
and look at who dropped in to visit!~ my DARLINGS from GESS!~ thanks to EK for helping me get the shoebag ;X
and guess who was so proud that her face made it to the Open House brochure. *XXBN + shick shick* ;)
and look who we have here!~ A TOUR GUIDE!~ *WOW!* *XXBN + MORE SHICK SHICK* ;)
and guess what happened during lunch? tsk tsk... *shakes head + silent tiger roar* ;)
cam whore living up to my name ;)
happy boy! =)
WE LOVE =)
my pretty gal... PS: and you thought i was the most cam-whore-y... ;)
the performance at the Hall at 12.15pm youtube screwed everyth ing up ... AGAIN!~ =/
and ending the day is Ms NUMBER ONE EMO with her usual nonsense ;)
once again, thanks for everybody's support and help!~
guess loverboy's not ready to take care of someone yet... i think. i don't know. he's just really confused of what to do next. but i know he still loves her...
girls are just too complex to understand sometimes, really.
***
MISSED THE MEETING PLACE @ SAJC 2006?
COME BACK AGAIN TOMORROW FOR WHAT YOU'VE MISSED OUT ON ;)
i don't think they do understand the concept of 'once bitten, twice shy'. CONSECUTIVELY TWO DAYS IN A ROW!~ i take my hats off the trio alright!~ ;)
the police gave a talk in school today an d told us that with good A Level results or even uni degrees, we can get to be senior officers and inspectors!~ well, now i wanna be in the police next time!~ =D
you get what i mean ;)
***
well, backstabbing and stuff. seriously, baby didn't do anything, she just merely told her boy her own comments and views. i didn't know this was something bad or evil, seriously. people should sometimes reflect on themselves first before opening their trap. period.
just stop burning the poor forests, you selfish fools! =/
***
ok, fine, i still talked to thin people after all ;)
well, nevertheless, schedule after dance yesterday was still rather packed... no, good boy here din party yesterday ok =) mummy rushed me home coz of the darn PSI: 140 =/
oh well, let's see what i caught on cam yesterday ;)
1. POOL
went out with one person that left me last on her list. i'm so hurt, okay, heard that? ;)
guess who?
yeah, unbelievable rite, i actually went out with her. LOL ;) i'm such a kind soul ok ;) and i don't suck at pool ;P
and then we went shopping...
for trunks?! LOL ;) the yellow one's nice ;) so is the blue one!~ ;)
then it was time to send someone off coz i was meeting vics for dinner...
someone took a pic of me while waitin for the bus...
and she tot she was pretty like that? -_-lll
2. DINNER
look at who we're missing out on AGAIN.
look what we caught on cam at Esplanade!~
and as usual, up to the usual nonsense when both dumb people get together =D
oh yeah, there's a new Hua Pings equation we came up with!~
RED + VICKY = FISH
that's our stupidity level ;)
3. TWINS
ok, we so coincidentally wore the same designed top out! TWINS FOR A DAY!~ ;)
well, my girlfriends were over at my place again for dinner and they pestered me to bring them downstairs to play with their lanterns and yeah, they got their wish alright!~
Zoe is so photogenic. see, it's in the genes ;) and Dawn's just simply adorable. again, it's in the genes you see ;)
somehow, this dog's bark scared Zoe till she cried so badly that that lil' crybaby went upstairs, leaving Dawn, who was still happily playing... *sigh* the vast difference in kids these days *shakes head*
MODEL SHOOT!~
sometimes, my photographic skills just amazes me ;)
well, lucky kids get tired. it's even more tiring looking after them ya know ;)
well, then it's the lantern n me left now!~ time to get some REAL REST, ... AT LAST!~
***
spammers, seriously rite, if you really abhor me, there's really no point of you visiting here and trying to cause some vandalism and try all means and ways to put me down with the same old stereotype reasons. it's just really dumb. and i do all my stuff for a reason. i don't think i owe anyone any explanation just coz i'm not following society's norms. if everyone's the same, there's no point living on, so seriously, for the last time, just get a life and fuck off *YAWN*
Someone just told me about the story of Narcissus:
He was so taken by his own beauty, he laid by the river and wasted his life away looking into the water at his reflection. One version says the gods cursed him to fall in love with the first male that he laid his eyes on. So he fell in love with his own reflection. He died soon and turned into a flower.
-_-lll
well, i think i was Narcissus my previous life. i'm just continuing to love myself every moment in this lifetime, still. =)
PS: no, my top is damaged or anything. the holes are part of it -_-lll well, that is what happen when you're too poor to afford new clothing ;)
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I'm not an angel I'm glad to declare Don't have to pretend that You like what I wear I know I may seem like I don't dive a damn We're not in the movies I'm just what I am.
