I can't say it out loud.
So I'll have to keep it with me.
And I cry...
So stay alive
And we will get thru the night.

Then we crave.

After a successful concert on Saturday night at the Indoor Stadium...

The trio meets their fans again!~ =D

Okay... Hebe's hair not that ugly this time round ;D And I was shot on stage with the gals. Remember to check the papers and the magazines! ;)

And if you did miss the event, here's their performances!!! ;)

S.H.E with their latest single, Zen Me Ban

And my favourite, and also XXBN's! RING RING RING!~

***

Just hang on there! S.H.E's Perfect 3 World Concert Tour will be hitting The RED Collection... soon!~ ;)

I'm fucking pissed off with the Empress at home. Don't ask why. ROAR!~ Sorry darlings! =/

When Kako met my pooh and (my beloved) eeyore babies!~ LOL ;) Our poor hero just seems a little too small... Yeah, just that little ;)

Time for bed!~ =D I think I'm such a good turtle-sitter ;P

***

I'm like havin S.H.E overdose for the weekend. The Perfect 3 Concert at Indoor on Saturday night and the appreciation session this afternoon... Look out for the newpapers/magazines coz they made me pose with the trio when they were signing my album on stage!~ Woo Hoo!~ ;D

And I have about 200 photos to touch on and edit from the 2 events, those tutorials that have yet to be completed (Tamade =/) and the upcoming events for the week (i.e. the stayover and X-Country)... So please be patient for the slow updates for this coming week!~ ;)

All I need now is
SLEEP! ;)

I simply adore this picture of mine =X
Narcissitic? Yes, I am =)

When the sharp hair meets the sharp building? ;)
Who ever said all these emo series needa be sad and emo-ed? ;)

***

SHA LA LA LA LA
Don't talk
If it's against the rules.

Well, as we come to the end to the last working day of the week...

People are already feeling so exhausted from lectures and tutorials!
Councillor sleeping again... *shakes head* So much for role model...

Mei went on diet with... FLATTENED DOUGHNUTS? LOL!~ ;)

And some XXBNs took my cam and tou pai me some more!~ XXBN ah!~ ;)

Weekend le. No more Mayonnese till Mon... *pouts* Hehe!~ ;)
Well, it's my turn to turtle-sit Kako tonight!~ Hehe... More updates of Kako soon!~ ;)
And it's gonna be the 27th tmr! Fann's birthday and S.H.E concert!~ Yay!~ =D
A busy weekend indeed with so many events and tutorials... Grr... =/

You're finally back!!! =) Don't jealous yeah? I ONLY love YOU the MOST ;)

***

Walk
On this side of the street.
Don't walk
Where it feels the best.
Walk
Away from people you meet.
Don't talk
To strangers unless
They walk
Tthe way you want them to.
Don't walk
Unless the others do.

As the story of our beloved turtle, Kako, continued...

Kako met its new friend, Moo!!! ;) Awww... So sweet eh?

And Kako got new clothings too!!! LOL!~ ;)

***

AND OUR WHITTY ROMEHNI WITH THE SEXY BACK ASS!!! Inside joke!!! LOL!~ ;)

***

And the worst thing for today was that we found out that the Chinatown Heritage thingy wasn't compulsory after all. Our Chinese standard not that bad, please. Darn. We were tricked by HIM again!!! =/ Nevertheless, without our smart ass H3-d Md, three of us sainty saints still (unwillingly) went for the trip...

We had to take our own transport lor... Grr... =/

And we had to squeeze with the little kiddies from another school?! ROAR!!! =/

And then as usual, he said he'll send the rest of the class that PON-ed for DC. Yeah rite, that's what he said the previous time but nothing happened. Moral of the story? Once bitten, twice shy. *rolls eyes*

Md, this is for you! We still miss you!~ Unglam can... LOL!~ ;)

***

JUST ANOTHER ONE MORE DAY!!! =D

Okay, finally met up with Whaley on Tues and when both of us are put together, it's always bitching, nonsense and more slutting around... ;)

We saw this group of kiddies from China @ the Esplanade. And there Will was trying to take pics of them when one of them flashed his camera towards us and kept taking us.  And we went -_-lll

Artistic?! -_-

And to wrap up the whole day...

SA
LE
SA LE!!! ;)

LE CHOCOLATE CRAVING...

I can see myself get over you.
I can feel myself again.
And I know that I can make it thru anything,

Coz I don't need you.

And that's our hero with it's iPod!!! =)
Mei and Bang gave it a weird name that I can't remember. Ha!~ ;)

***

The lazy morning of Tuesday...

The usual unglam moments after PE ;)

So that's what's the mechanical vibrator is used for!!! ;)

Mei's very unglam bubbled Iced Latte? =D

Ooo... Rapture'07 is already being publicised!!! =D

I think I'm falling sick =/ Grr...
Whaley whale!!! I'm so gonna expose your unglam side tmr... Pics are already up on A Saint's Life III Album!~ Muahaha ;P
Tutorials!!! Darn. More updates tmr! =)

TWO MORE DAYS TO GO!~ ;D

First things first. I finished PART TWO of my CNY shopping! Yipee! And since there're fifteen days of CNY, that means I half done with the shopping ;) Hehe! =P

***

I saw Corinne, Jilyn and Charlotte on TV yesterday! And seen on the trailer for this week's Dance Floor show, they're coming into SAJC. I can't stand Jilyn they all la. Can put make-up in cab some more. Vain like anything... Still say me vain. *Clap Clap Clap* HA!~ TAKE THAT!~ ;)

***

Well, with someone being sent back for reservist, that leaves me alone. But managed to find company also though =) Lost the mood for tanning so headed straight to the gym instead =) Thereafter headed to quite a few places... And I actually got a ticket for the Sentosa Express at ViVo but din board coz promised to wait for someone =) I kept my promise okay! ;)

And I found Astro @ ViVo too!~ ASTRO!!! =D

And over @ Marina Sq, saw Kym Ng, acting I think... Short she may be, but she's still adorable la. I've quite liked her since young okay... =)

FOUR MORE DAYS TO GO!!! =)

Mistaken Identity's Moving On Album Showcase @ Orchard Library!!!

I have to say this. The entire programme was kinda bad... Well, I have to be true coz...

1. MI only performed 4 songs, not even half of the entire album!
2. This is MI's show for goodness sake. Why are the guests performing more than they should?! Guest performances are usually at most 3 songs? But since they had so much to perform, might as well make it to be their show. -_-
3. The supporters there aren't there for MI but the guests instead. It seemed so obvious when they were like so enthusiastic about the guests show but when it was MI's turn, half of them disappeared to get drinks or to the loo?!
4. Sound system sucks. Enough said.

I mean what is this world coming to?! I'm definitely awfully disappointed! Number One fan is sad can. But thankfully, MI's performance was still great. It'd be fabulous (like usual) if not for the sound system...

If you missed yesterday's show, here're some exclusive clips!

MI with Moving On (my favourite!)

The Alchemist

Support Mistaken Identity! =)

Click here for of MI

Our hero turned into a caterpillar today?! Wait till you see his wings ;)

That's how interesting Physics is lor... My fringe's returning =D

The time bomb at the Jacob Ballas Bridge! Can't wait for it to like explode someday ;)

Oh did I tell you I get the weirdest 'hi's from people that I don't know, ... and even in the toilet?! J1s this year so friendly huh?
Oh Bang, Mei and Md, let's control ourselves now ;)

Awful blisters. Roar...

It's just You & I =)

AND THIS TIME, IT'S OFFICIAL! =)

CLICK HERE FOR MORE

IT'S THREE ON ONE.

AND WHEN THERE'S ONLY ONE.

I'm still trying hard to let everything go.
It just hurt too much.
But thankfully  you're always there.
What would I do without you.

Hmmm... so much with the solemn tone...

I can get another you in just a second. And I mean it.

Not only one, but two =)

THE BEST PEOPLE YOU CAN GET, AHONIA AND AHA! Don't ya just love them? ;)

With a three and a half hour break, what do you think I can do? Sian...

So hardworking can... Looking at a blank piece of writing paper?! =X

Mei's addicted to my Zoo Zoo Club. And also to Bang's Jewel thingy okay... ;)

And she's like still so concentrated on that game okay.

Oh, and our favourite teacher's back! And we had such a close encounter with her today okay. And I mean CLOSE. Corinne, Jilyn and Xiaowei, your pics outside the dance studio saved me can... ;)

TURTLE FACE!!! LOL!~ That's our pet, Mei's one to be exact ;)

***

The mix is just wonderful plus splendid!!! What can I ever do without you! THANKS MANY MANY AND LOTSA LOVE!!! =D

The J1 intake for dance is like FWAH! And I really mean FWAH! And guess what. We got lotsa guys! There's hope for us! =D Hehe =P

***

I won't stoop that low to your level. I will stand tall and proud of myself. Enough Said.

***

You neither replied nor said anything. Maybe you still think I'm in the wrong. That shows how much you care and how much I mean to you, eh? But to think of it, I'm always the one who's always wrong, isn't it?

I've seen through you, totally. You've broken that red fragile heart you stole, more than once.

But this will be the last time.
And this time I swear I'll make it through the night...

Without you.

It just feels so bad when you've learnt some things but in the end, all efforts comes to waste coz of budgets. It's such a waste of time! Darn. I should've learnt earlier. I should have.
DIRECTLY from the post HOR FANN-ED on 11 Jan 2007, Thursday

In what sense is these five sentences are pin pointing that I'm:
1. Blaming someone in particular
2. Not happy to be in the CNY dance
3. Unhappy with the tops

FOR CLARITY AND IN HOPE TO CLEAR MY FUCKING NAME: (I hate to explain myself but it seems I have to)

1. Yes, I was talking about the CNY Dance.
2. Angry, no, but unhappy? Yes. Why? Coz we wasted time which could've been put to better use.
3. Yes, it's definitely good to have more opportunities on stage. Face it, which performer don't desire to be on stage?
4. But since I'm not selected. Then leave it. Why should I get petty over a minor performance just coz I wasn't selected? You don't see me going around whining about it.

I'm not particularly blaming anyone, am I? Since the big shots have made a decision and due to budget constrains, then let the matter rest. I certainly did not harp over this. When did I ever complained about anything else?

To the people who have been fuckingly hypocritically talking and ACCUSING me of blaming anyone or making a fucking big fuss about not being in CNY dance. I'M SAYING THIS TO YOU NOW. Dare to quote me. "DON'T EVER FUCKING PUT ANY FUCKING WORDS INTO MY BLOODY MOUTH. THIS IS A FINAL WARNING." And you think I don't know who you are? Stop your fucking nonsense. Don't try to hard. Coz if you do, it'll be too obvious. And it really appears to others as disgusting.

But did I also tell you that talking about your clubbing experiences to just anyone and I really mean just any Tom, Dick or Harry makes you look like a slut, maybe not just a slut, but a fucking one. But I thinking using slut to describe you is just an insult to the word itself and to other sluts. You deserve a worser name. Oh, did I tell you that the green hat you gave your boyfriend, unknowingly, looks fucking good on him? I used to pity him. But not any more. I think that you two make a good adulterous pair now =)

***

Mei's lil' turtle finally got a shower... after a year?! WET TURTLE! ;D

Oh, and Mei found this in the Phy lab today. And you thought I was kinky. HA!~ ;)

I came home early today! =D
And a lazy day it is...

Oh yah, and big piggy, you're my 70, 000th visitor!!! *CLAPS* =D

Hmmm actually Mingde and I were wondering if all JC tutors' pronounciation are really that bad, especially those from this particular dept. Just wondering, no other meanings ;)

Tutors like to guide students through QUESTIONS (question) BY QUESTIONS. First they go through the first QUESTIONS (question) that require you to mulity one and JIRO (zero). So one XIMES (times) JIRO will give us JIRO!~ ;) Then they suddenly they will talk about your CHIAHOOD (childhood) for nothing. Following that, they will teach you PARARREL (parallel) vectors under the section of vectors. Fun, eh? ;) Now doesn't that explains the GP standards these days? ;)

Oh and yeah. And for what we were told today...

Number One
Seeing students shopping in school tees and FBTs isn't shameful. At least they're well-clothed. It isn't as if they were parading naked!~ -_- Please la. And some more, THOSE AREN'T "TRANSPARENT SHORTS". They're only TRANSLUCENT and are called FBTs! To think that those people are so highly educated. Don't they even know proper terms?

Number Two
And isn't it clearly stated in the handbook that we're allowed to come to school in shorts that are of navy blue colour on Saturdays?! Who says that we must come in half uniform?!

Number Three
For goodness sake, we're coming to school to consult teachers. And how do you know the teachers feel that we aren't giving them respect by coming back to consult them in shorts and tees? Again, at least we're properly clothed. We're not like nude in school or something near that. And wearing full uniform only means more parts of us covered. So that equates to more respect?

Number Four
If you did realise this?

We pay school fees for a reason. We pay school fees for quality environment. And we get lousy contractors that can't even paint A STRAIGHT LINE?! Now isn't that a little overboard? ;)

DISCLAIMER: And I don't see any reason I should become a suspended blogger after this post is published, right? Because...

1. I did not particularly point my finger at anyone. Right?

2. I didn't insult anyone directly or indirectly in any sense. And if you do feel insulted in any way, you're just misinterpreting what I'm trying to convey. Right?

3. There's no vulgarity present here, I hope. But even if there is, I don't think that should end me up in any trouble coz if I should land into any trouble, that means that those other blogs with more vulgarities should deserve their just desserts (or whatever you call that) too, eh? I'm not naming here okay =)

4. Isn't this a country where we have the rights to share our thoughts or something near this right? As long as we don't cause any trouble or riots right? Sorry, I'm not a law student. I'm not familiar with the laws up to the point that I can memorize them ;) I think I'm too dumb for that, I think la ;)

Kids these days are becoming so ... hard to please?

Cute but seriously, lucky I'm not the one planning a kiddies' party. Think I'll end up blasting all the balloons on my own head, literally! ;)

Well, here goes the weekend. Managed to do part I of CNY shopping!~ =D Another five more days to the next weekend. Darn. Can't wait for more CNY shopping! ;D Burns calories and makes you happy! ;)

I'm feelin' myself again =)

I'm like so prepared for the spotcheck on Mon/Tues! Look piggy, less hair!~ ;)

***

Heartless creeps.
Don't you understand what's sick?
F-U-C-K-I-N-G-S-I-C-K!
Get it?
Why not let's swap places.
I do your job and you take over ahving to empty everything from your stomach from the back and even from the front.
Crude?
Reflect before you open that trap.

***

I've had enough tripping over you
It's getting tough trying to make it through

Your fingerprints next to my tattoo
Is as painful as it looks

I can see myself get over you
I can feel myself again
And I know that I can make it through anything

I'm quite unhappy to be exact
Still trying to come to terms with that
But now I got my self-respect
And I know that's what I need

Seriously, I'm tired of everything
You decide, you play your game.

No, vomiting doesn't equate to pregnancy. And I think I lost weight after all the food came out of me last night. Ewww...

And not only me, everyone else is falling sick! Take care out there!

***

If you want your basic respect,
I guess it's just right that you reciprocate.
And if you want us to not do something,
Ask yourself if you'd done it first.
Coz we normally see and learn.
No use pointing your finger at others.
Coz there're four more pointing back at yourselves.

Tell me I'm right.
Coz you think you're the ones who're always right.
And we're always wrong too, eh? ;)

***

Stay another night.
We'll watch the world go by.
Living on stolen time.
This crime is yours and mine.

Forever and a day of waiting.
Running from our past.
This might stop your heart from breaking.
So don't look back.
Just take my hand.

Do you remember the old times...

when the black round shades was still the in thing?

when dancers still danced with the ribbon?

when you couldn't predict you'll be famous in the future and got stuck with one of the best teachers? ;)
(That's JJ Lin Junjie ;D)

and when your dream eye-candy teacher wasn't that much like now?
(Ms Tan's so gonna kill me if she sees this ;P)

Do you actually remember?

*Picutres from the SAJCian 1996 & 1999*

Lunch today! =) Hmmm only two of us were eating, the other two went for Geog ;D

And I found my princess in the library today!!!

in one of the magazines? ;) My gorgeous princess! =)

***

It just feels so bad when you've learnt some things but in the end, all efforts comes to waste coz of budgets. It's such a waste of time! Darn. I should've learnt earlier. I should have.

And please tell me you know how it feels.
Coz you still fucking don't.
And you'll never understand.

***WARNING***

PLEASE STAY AWAY. AND DO NOT COME NEAR. IF NOT YOU WILL SCREAM, SHOUT AND TURN AWAY.

AND THIS IS A REAL WARNING. NOT ANY JOKE, ESPECIALLY ON STAGE.

***

Tell me you know how it feels.
Coz you fucking don't.
I'm serious.
You fucking don't.

Lunch today! No prizes for guessing the one with the most food and the odd one out la ;)

Happy gluttoon with food!!! =D

Our back view. Mei, you're supposed to be in the picture too! ;)

The black and the (RED).

Oh, did I tell you yesterday while going home, this guy snored so loud that the entire upper deck of the bus heard him! I heard him too and I was listening to me MP3!!! ;)

***

Won't you tell a lie? Just one.

To keep it short, I finally started running again today! =)

***

Hug me tightly.
Don't say it's your fault.
I really understand.

I ba(red).

Hey hey... We got new pcs in school! =) And so much more improvements made like the air-con in the hall and the merry-go-round at the side gate... Hmm got so much budget still always raise funds here and there. I wonder where all the money goes to every time... Grr...

Oh yeah. Mummy and I and the rest of the family were watching tv the other day and there was this ad about this show on babies and they show how a baby looked like after coming out directly from mummy- the baby was covered with blood. Then mummy said that I looked like ET when she just gave birth to me coz I looked even bloodier... Lol!~

Oh, did I tell you I just grew my 1 cm for the year! Yipee!!! =D

***

ANOTHER FALLEN ME
CRIES ALONE TO FILL THIS EMPTY NIGHT.

(RED)EFINED

Hmm early Sunday morning... I wore my school uniform...

I thought last year was my last year receiving the money but to my surprise, my that kinda results actually got me a merit bursary! Lol!~ And like previous years, Mummy was there with me too! ;)

I'm tired, sleepy but there's lotsa work to be done! ROAR...! =/

***

Oh, did I tell ya HEART won the song of the year? I'm tellin ya now... WE WON!~ YIPEE!!!~~~ ;)

***

What ever happened to staying up at 4 o'clock?
What ever happened to you and I at 4 o'clock?

And I talk to myself.
There's evil around.
Haunting me.
But I comfort myself.

inspi(red) CRAVE (red)efined.

ORIENTATION! ;)

And Cindy took this when they were putting on make-up...

And the third time we're putting this item up... ;)
*Video Credits goes to Cin*

OUT ON THE WEEKEND! ;)

Lesson learnt for today:

Do Math tutorial or do star jumps! Rubbish Version 2 ;)

***

Our DEAR FRIEND decided to pop by to say Hi. Oh god... How sweet? ;X

Four kids sharing a mango cheesecake... Now that's sweet... ;)

Well, let's just say kids get violent sometimes too ;)

I just found out I have a tennis friend and she carries this RED TENNIS RACKET! =D

I know it's Orientation, but admist all the fun, I think we, the selfish generation, should be considerate and spare a thought for the people who will be cleaning up after us. It's not easy, you know. What if this was the basin in your house toilet?

That's all for now! Long day again tmr... More about Orientation I tmr!~ Pictures and videos are up!~ =D

Hmm... Let's see...

The kiddies look like they're having fun eh? Look at XX on stage! So cute la she!~ LOL ;)

Watch the J1s in Action!~

And the two concerned seniors over here... ;)

And J2s, LOOK AT THIS!!! WE'RE GONNA HAVE AIR-CON IN THE HALL FOR THE 'A's THIS YEAR!!! YIPEE!!! ;)

And we found a dead fish on the bridge today? ;)

I managed to hop over to the island for this short while to get my Islander card! Hmm... See the shade of brown on my fringe? The chemcials they used for rebonding made my hair turn brown!!! Grrr... But quite nice la. Lol ;)

And the pretty Sweden ship over at ViVo! =)

Oh, did I tell you guys I, I mean, we, just got promoted! and now we're like the government of the class. LOL! ;)

Hmm well, let's just say I should be co-operative. It's my job, as a team member =)

Hmm and as usual, my guessing for lyrics din turn out right again. So much for AHONIA and AHA! They really told AHA that AHONIA PUSHED THEIR BUTTONS!~ ;)

***

ANOTHER FALLEN STAR
CRIES AGAIN TO FILL THIS EMPTY NIGHT.

(RED)EFINED CRAVE.

I CRAVED.

I wonder why do we have to wake up so early for school... *SLEEPY*

The usual quiet and peaceful ride at the upper deck =)

And the usual view on the bridge...

And the NEW funny thing at the side gate! YAY!~ WE DON'T NEEDA CLIMB OVER THE GATES ANY MORE!~ *CHEERS AND JUMPS AROUND*

And the four reunited! How can I do without them ;)

And our very trio! But what's with the shoes, Kate?! LOL!~ ;)

Not forgetting the new kiddies on the block!~ ;)

And things certainly haven't change much over at dance too ;)

And of coz not forgetting the bimbo of the year!~... with the gal with my new secret? You wouldn't wanna know what I did at dance today. Trust me, you wouldn't wanna know, eh? And I'll be a kind soul and not post that very unglam pic that Darren took of Cin today ;D

And now it's time to rush all the undone work! Till tmr!~

***

INSPI(RED) CRAVE (RED)EFINED.

Oh I must say, Gong Li's really good. I beginning to love her even more!~ To hell with Zhang Ziyi ;)

Darn, it's back to that dreaded place once again tmr. And the whole cycle repeats itself. Thankfully it's just for another eleven months. Hmm...

***

Won't you tell a lie?

(RED)EFINED CRAVE.

Well, it's finally a new year. Time for NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION! Hmm actually, I just wanna keep things sweet and simple this year...

[H] Just get me thru the first eleven months of the year fast. And I really mean FAST! ;)
[H] Let December be the most enjoyable month of all. If I get enlisted into NS in Dec, forget it, let the whole year pass by then ;)
[H] Lesser blisters on the FEET (from dance) and hopefully on the heart too!~ ;)
[H] Stay away from anything u nderagers shouldn't be doing till I'm legal. I'm gonna be a good boy ;D
[H] MORE MONEY, MORE CLOTHES? (So typical of me) ;D
[H] MOST IMPORTANTLY, START SAVING! ;)

Oh and did I mention that I broke the new year up into four parts?

Jan to Mar: SYF Training
Apr to Jul: Rapture Training
Aug to Nov: MUG FOR 'A's! (I hope)
Dec: HOLIDAYS FINALLY?! OR NS? -_- (Darn, I still want my hair. Grr...)

It's another year of eat.sleep.dance.REPEAT. and studying, again!~ ;) Well, I;ll sure enjoy the process of it coz who knows this might be the last time I'll be dancing (I mean really dancing, not clubbing, mind you) so much!~ ;) And to those who're trying, try harder, maybe if you're lucky, you'll be able to catch me some time this year. That is if you're lucky ;)

To those that've been faithfully reading this humble page, I thank ya all once again for the constant support for THE RED COLLECTION. I know it's hard trying to figure out what I'm writing here to some of you out there. Well, I guess only those involved knows the best but I still know ya all enjoy having to guess what I'm trying ta say, don't you? ;) Let's just say my emotions are random, raging and hard to figure out? ;)

Hope ya all will have a great 2007 yeah?

***

A LONG LONG TIME AGO
I CAN STILL REMEMBER
HOW THAT MUSIC USED TO MAKE ME SMILE.

AND I KNEW THAT IF I HAD MY CHANCE
I CAN MAKE THOSE PEOPLE DANCE
AND MAYBE THEY'LL BE HAPPY FOR A WHILE.

DID YOU WRITE THE BOOK OF LOVE?
AND DO YOU HAVE FAITH IN GOD ABOVE?

NOW DO YOU BELIEVE IN ROCK AND ROLL
AND CAN YOU TEACH ME HOW TO DANCE?
REAL SLOW...

IN THE STREETS
THE CHILDREN SCREAM
WHILE OTHERS CRY.

NOT A WORD WAS SPOKEN
THE CHURCH BELLS
ALL WERE BROKEN.

THE DAY THE MUSIC DIES.

I STARTED SINGING
BYE BYE
MS AMERICAN PIE.

(RED)EFINE MY CRAVE.