YOU DON'T NEED TO REMIND ME THAT I'M PILING ON WEIGHT.
I'VE BEEN LABELLED FAT ALMOST THE WHOLE OF MY CHILDHOOD. AND THAT SUCKS.
I'M NOT GONNA LET IT HAPPEN EVER AGAIN.
NOT EVEN THIS TIME.

EYELINER




CIGARETTES

I'LL NEVER EVER BELIEVE IN "I'M GONNA QUIT SOMKING", EVER.
NOT FOR MY FAMILY.
NOT FOR MY FRIENDS.
NOT EVEN FOR MY BELOVED.
NEVER DID IT HAPPEN.
AND NEVER WILL IT EVER HAPPEN.

THE FIRST EVER NDP REHEARSAL COMBINED REHEARSAL WILL BE OPENED FOR THE PUBLIC TO VIEW TMR!
FINALLY, SOME LIVELIER PERFORMANCE TMR MAYBE? SO BORING TO SEE EMPTY SEATS EVERY WEEK.
BUT BEING UNDER THE FREAKING STAGE THE WHOLE TIME SUCKS, CAUSE I CAN'T SEE ANYTHING AT ALL!
AND IT'S EVEN WORSE NOW CAUSE I SAW RATS CRAWLING AROUND TODAY. FUCK.

THE MICKEY POKER FACE

IRONIC.

I'M BLUFFING WITH MY MUFFIN